Creation hasn’t been on my mind. Distractions have. I don’t even know what I’ve been doing, or where I’ve been going.
You know those people? The ones that will twist words and meanings to get their way? The ones that can find something out of anything and just use, use, and use it? As if they are the only person in this world with any meaning, or purpose. The kind of parasite that sucks the life out of you, and leaves nothing but infectious diseases behind.
Trust me, I always knew what was coming. I didn’t for once expect anything more but a trade. Maybe I should go more for the take, than the trade? Or maybe I’m too nice to do such a thing. Not so much hope for society, just more or less the hope for the loss of double standards.
Double standards are hogwash, and should be eaten like slop out of a bucket.
Then there are those people that don’t want anything from you, but your company. Is that something substantial? Should I be so careful around these people as I am? You tell someone something just to make yourself feel better about what you’re really doing. Honesty is fine, people are okay, or put off by it, but lying makes people angrier.
Really, I think it just makes us all a species of hypocrites, living through our ideas and discussions. What are we going to do about it?