August 2011
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I need you more than you will ever know.
I can’t even describe the way I am feeling. Brick walls.
Sweet kitten, pushing your face against mine solves all of my problems for those few moments. Sweet kitten, I don’t want to worry anymore.
Watchshittyrecordmusiccompany:
Evil Goatskin Bongos- Daylight (Matt and Kim cover)
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I am awake, so awake, but not alert. Too many hours wasted on her. And him, him and her, him and him, and her and her. Mechanical similarities, and organic differences balance the weight of hormonal awkward words, worming their way through our teeth, and off our lips into true silence. The lonely silence of apathy, because no one is listening.
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Disconnecting
One, 2, three, four, 5, and six. Why is it so hard to be noticed? Am I noticable, admirable, any kind of able? Ability to walk, talk, or breathe, all easier than the ability to sleep. A dream I suppose, can only seem as the seams come undone, into reality that never meets my expectations. I had lost them, but you brought them back, lovable, but lost friends, running wildly into my imagination.
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When I panic, and nobody is around, I can’t breathe. So my eyes well up with tears, and I can’t see. I start to shake and pace, because I can’t scream, and nobody is around, so I can’t just let it be. So I write, and write, and write until I stop panicing. I think it’s better than hyperventilating.
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I am an open book, that no one tries to read.
An open book I am, to read that no one tries.
Am I an open book that one tries to read no?
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“99 Red Balloons” covered by 7 Seconds
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ramblings
Maybe it was the warm scent of burning tobacco, slipping over the cold air pouring in through my cracked window. Maybe it was the constant rattle of the car, or the persistent force of misalignment. There is no such thing as Point A to Point B, even if you use the whole alphabet, there is always an extra stop, leading you in more than one direction, and more than likely it will be the wrong one....
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Watchshittyrecordmusiccompany:
Evil Goatskin Bongos
Songs For Any Occassion: Lesbian Heartbreak
Sorry for the quality. Haha we did this in like 20 minutes.
So frustrated, I feel like imploding. I just want to stop panicing everyday.
“Gets hectic inside me when you go”
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